If you're reading this...
If you are, then I just wanna tell you that you don't have to feel guilty. You don't even have to feel bad for that matter, because everything started from me. I'm the one who brought this upon myself. If I have to blame anyone, then it would have to be myself.
Like I said before, you may not want me to wait. But, I will still wait because I think that it's worth it. Even if things don't work out in the end, I believe that we'll still be very good friends. I have never, don't, and will never hate you for this, because that would be a very immature way of thinking.